In the peak of bored level

I don't know why when I write this,I am inspired by hamasaki ayumi's song,Rule..
I like the words 'dare ka ni kimerareta rule,sonna mou hitsuyou nai'
means: I don't need rule that made by someone else..
Yeah,there is no need for rule that made by someone.. That someone don't know what's on our mind..
We are the rule to ourselves..
Lately I hate talk,my 'umma' is sad and I can't make him happy again.. I want to see him smile,but all I see is his fake smile when he dance..
He is very very sad and stressful..

Mou ichido warau ni onegai,'umma' :(


Ryu -who is the same stressful as him-